December 2010
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Is part of having balance, losing balance?
After 27 years of vegetarianism, I’ve started to eat red meat, one timid but determined bite at a time. It started with the serendipitous discovery of the Pizza Bianca:herbed ricotta, bresaola, arugula, truffle oil, grana padana. Ignorant of the four-legged ingredients, I ordered it while dining with my two best dude friends in early November. Matthew, the owner of the restaurant, sold me on the...
Dec 20th
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How many personalities do you have?
“Bet you’re glad you don’t have to deal with my shit anymore,” I self-consciously finished my email to M. It was a response to his unexpected e-note where he informed me (after three months of zero contact) that he has been reading my blog. And knows. Everything. He wonders how it’s possible that I could have discovered LIFE (real, live, life with love and tenderness...
Dec 16th
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How much self-loathing do you take into the...
I am getting fat. All six feet of me. Well, actually just the middle section. Stretched out frog. Green and protruding. I am wearing my fat jeans. They are rubber-banding me right under my belly-button (maybe they are castrating me into two sections?). I am waist-ed. I blame James. He makes me fresh gnocchi. And I mean the real doughy shit—imports the flour form Italy, the Olive Oil from Italy....
Dec 10th
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Who is asking?
One of my readers asked me this a couple of week ago… and here is the simple answer. Who is asking? Ahhhh, I donno yet. I mean, I could take a couple of incomplete stabs—like self-investigator, inspector and promoter of all things love, aspiring truth-sayer, protagonist in my own love story, intern of the healing arts, wounded puppy. I mean really… I am confusing, multi-faceted, evolution hungry....
Dec 9th
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I’m in love with him, so why can’t I change my...
Dear Soul Mate, Thanks for detailing my car yesterday. I could lick coffee ice-cream off of the steering wheel it’s so clean (well, it might taste like coffee/Armor-All ice-cream, but…). And when I get into it I think what a lucky frickin’ gal I am. To have you and your surprises and your gorgeous green eyes and your Vidal Sassoon hair and…. Ahem… But I still can’t claim you as mine on...
Dec 2nd
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